Just ordered my next 3 months of Hormones

So cause my order was high enough I got free Anti Androgen Gel that is to be rubbed into your testicles.  I am going to wait to use these till my 3rd set of pills and pick up the estrogen production Gel pills that you also rub into your testicles.  Then I will add them to my regular pills.  I also did not get the hair stimulate cause it cost almost as much as the other 3 items, and I do think the other stuff is helping fight hair loss.  Currently they are having a sale for buy 1 get 1 free for triple strength ... so I might order the 3rd round of stuff sooner than i need them to get the saving on them.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Workout plans for this coming week

So for working out I plan to workout twice a day this coming week.  Either in the morning I will bike before work or I will go to the gym at lunch and do the elliptical machine.  I really like the elliptical machines as they have arm workouts also, so you get cardio on your arms while you work your legs, and the machine says I am burning more calories .. which I think might be more accurate than my bike cause the elliptical machine asks for age and weight.  Then for my second workouts I plan to do 20 to 30 min of yoga/pilates on the xbox fitness program.  Today I did 4 10 min workouts for my workout.  I did 2 different ab workouts and 2 different lower body workout.  I can change it up so that I am working different parts of my body on different days with the xbox.  Also I can focus on butt and thighs or abs.  They do have a really good Brazilian butt workout that is like 40 min that I used to do.  Also they have Samba workouts .. I might buy them, a dancing workout will help me with moving and dancing as a woman.  I need to do more xbox dancing games to learn to dance like a girl does.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Today is probably the last day I will be able to tan this year.

I wish I had more time to work on my tan lines more, but I think this is going to be the last weekend that I will be able to tan.  Next week I am busy all weekend, then I am away for the weekend, then I have company visiting me for the weekend.  And after that it will probably be to cold to be outside in a little bikini.  I started late working on my upper body tan lines, originally I was just tanning with a bikini bottom.  A while back i picked up a swimsuit from Skin Italy, their Valentine Limited Edition bikini set and decided this year I would tan in that.  There is a cutout out heart on the top of the right butt, and the sides are open with string ties.  Here is a picture of it, but without the side ties.  I do have to say that the heart on my butt is not anywhere as clean as the image shows, it is hard to get the swimsuit lined up perfectly.  Maybe I just need to lay in the sun on my tummy for many hours to get it that perfect.

So originally I was just wearing the bottom to tan, but then I picked up a new 2 piece swimsuit from Victoria's Secrets, a cute strappy set, so I started to wear that top with the above bottoms.  The center is open and it wraps around the back of you.  Then there are crossing straps over the breasts that cross around your neck.  There is another bottom strap that crosses around to your back.

I also picked up their one piece version of this bikini and was going to wear that to get tan line straps over my tummy, but it covered up my bottom fully and when I tanned my back I could not work on my heart butt tan.  So I picked up a new strappy one-piece swimsuit that I have started to wear under the 2 pieces.  The back is small and I am able to pull it fully between my butt so my checks are left uncovered so when I put on the bikini bottoms I can still work on the heart tan.

So now I have been working on getting a nice strappy pattern tan lines.  But I started working on the top tan later, and the tummy tan just recently.  So I wish I had more time to tan.

Last year when I tanned i just had on a thong from Marlies Dekkers, it had a metal triangle just over the butt with some straps.  I have to say I did love the tan lines it left over my butt!!!  Maybe next year I will go back to thong tanning, not sure what I will use for a top/front tan.  Maybe I will just wear the same thong as last year and the bra top that goes with it to get a nice tan on my chest.

XOXOXO
Vicky

10 weeks on hormones!

So I have been taking hormones now for 10-weeks!  I need to order my next 3 months of hormones tomorrow.  This time I am upping form standard strength to double strength.  I still have anti-body hair cream from my first order so this time I will also get hair regrowth cream for the top of my head (I am starting to lose my hair).  I am waiting till my 3 order of triple strength hormones before I order breast and nipple growth cream (that will be in December).  This winter I also plan to get my belly button pierces and probably my ears, but for my ears the question will be can I hide the healing plugs under a hat so people do not see I just got them pierced.  I want to get my tongue pierced also, but I am not sure if I will be able to this winter or not, I need to be able to take a week off work to let my tongue heal some before I can get it pierced .. and I am not sure if I can this xmas, if not next xmas I will get my tongue pierced.

Working out is going well.  I think I am about 5 lbs down this morning.  I have been good about working out.  I started trying to eat vegetarian when I can, less calories and less protein so I hope my body will slim down more.  I have not been eating out and trying to watch how much I eat.  I also started taking Garcinia Cambogia, they claim it helps you burn fat, not store fat, and curb your apatite.  They say to take it before every meal, but when I tried taking it before breakfast and dinner I found i was getting dry mouth, so now i am only taking it before breakfast, after a few days I will try against also before dinner and see if I am used to it or not.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Update

So I think I went a little to hard to fast on working out.  I think it has been 6 or so months since I worked out.  I was trying to work out daily and if I could twice a day.  That was to much to fast, yes I can do it, yes I will get there, actually I will get back to 3 times a day, but I think it was to much to fast.  So this week I am toning it down to once every other day.  And next week I will start workout 2 days, then a day off, then 2 days.  Then the 3rd week every day, then the 4th week try to do workout 2 times once or twice that week.  Easy back into it.

What is my end goal?  By the end of this year I want to be under 150 lbs, I only stand 5'8" so that is a health good weight, that is an achievable weight.  I often get down to 150 lbs and then stop working out till I slowly gain weight, then I workout again and get back down to it.  I have accepted that I just need to not stop working out, I need to tone it down when I get down in weight, but I need to not stop and go crazy eating :(  It is life and if I want a nice feminine figure I need to work out.  Last time I got down to 150 lbs my waist was measuring around 27" give or take.  I was wearing a size small/6 skirt (and size small/4 I could almost wear).  I know I can get there.  I also know it will not take till the end of the year to get there.  I have 3.5 months till the year is over, I know it only takes me 2 months or so to get back down to 150 lbs.  The hard part is getting lower.  I need to get lower, but that will be another goal for next year.  To be honest I do not care what the end weight is as long as I do not have waist fat (no love handles) and my inner thighs do not touch each other when I stand up straight.  I would like to be as thin as I can, but really the end number does not matter if I have the figure.  I am taller than the average woman, I know I am wider shouldered then the average woman, I probably have larger bones then the average woman.  This will all effect my end weight.  I just want to have a womanly figure.  So I guess having a goal of 150 lbs by the end of the year is good, cause that means I need to lose it and keep it off, meaning I need to keep watching what I eat and working out.  And maybe just doing that will help me slowly get even lower before the year is over.

XOXOXO
Vicky

8 weeks on hormones now!

So it has been 8 weeks that I have been taking hormones now.  And I think it is starting to effect my 'manhood'.  I went a week last week without jerking off and never had a wet dream, before if I do not jerk off on a regular basis I have wet dreams.  I think it is also taking more and more to get me hard, also sometimes I do not even get fully hard.

I am keep working out, biking and elliptical trainer.  I am not loosing weight yet, not sure why, I have cut down my calorie intake and trying to up my calorie burn.  Maybe it is the hormones?  I will soon put in a new order for another 3 month supply of hormones, and this time I will get double strength.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Biked twice today

So I was able to get my lazy ass up and out of bed early enough to bike before work.  I also biked again after work.  This is a good start!  My leg are dead right now, my thighs, which is good, I need to burn off bulk, I hope on hormones my testosterone is lower so when I break down muscle I hope my body does not rebuild as much.  I might need to wait till I get on the triple strength hormones before I really see a difference working out.  Friday is 7 weeks out of 3 months.  Once I hit 8 weeks I will reorder 3 more months of hormones at double strength, then when those are done I will get 3 months of triple strength.  I think next time I order I will get a breast pump and hair regrowth cream for my head.  And the 3rd time I reorder get some breast and nipple creams.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Working out

So 2 days down this week and 2 days I biked.  Monday I only biked 20 min, today I biked 25 min, the bike said I burnt 140 calories.  I am only on setting 1, I will probably be there for a bit while I get back used to biking daily.  If I can get up early enough tomorrow I will try to bike before work, and then again after work.  I need to get off my lazy ass and work out and drop weight so I can get a more feminine body.

XOXOXO
Vicky