6 weeks of hormones now

So 6 weeks now on hormones.  I am not sure if it is because of the hormones or because I have been much better about my eating, but I lost 3 lbs this past week.  I was much better about not eating as much, and trying to eat healthier.  I am still not working out, so in order to kick myself in the butt ... starting Monday I am not going to let myself do anything girly till I bike, so no dressing up, no makeup, no riding my Love Glider, no anal play, no touching myself, no looking at porn, no looking at what girl clothing I want to buy next, no scented baths ... none until I work out for the day.  So I can either use the elliptical machine at work during lunch, or bike as soon as I get home from work (or if I get can my lazy butt up in the morning I can bike before work), but I need to do one thing before I can be myself ... I know the elliptical is better for my legs then the bike, biking they say builds your thigh muscles and I want to trim down my thighs, but I have one at home and it is easier to do it on my own time as sometimes work is busy and I do not always take lunch (or skipping lunch means I get to go home earlier also).  But since I just need to workout and lose weight .. biking for now is okay, once I get smaller then I will need to really see how it effects my thighs and if I need to switch to some other workout.

XOXOXO
Vicky

5 Weeks on Hormones

So I past week 5.  I do really think it is working.  The hair on my chest is much lighter and smoother, I can still feel it, but it is much harder to see.  And my butt I do not really feel any hair at all.  I will keep using the hair removal cream till it is done, but then when I reorder in 3 weeks I do not think I will get more hair removal cream.  As for my bust, I do really think my breasts are filling out more.  I am not getting breast nub growth under the nipples (when I first tried hormones and freaked out was when I started to get the small ball under the nipple grew that pushed my nipple out .. like a natural girl would grow .. I am not getting this), but they are fuller.  This morning when I woke up and looked down (I was on my side) it really looked like I had some cleavage they way my body was laying.  They fill out my bra a little better, they are a little more full in my hands!  I really want to pick up breast hormone cream, but I am going to wait till my 3rd order for that, give my body more time to adjust to hormones before I start in on creams.

XOXOXO
Vicky

4 weeks on hormones done!

So yesterday was the start of week 5 on hormones!  I do really think my breasts are filling out a little more.  They look a little fully and more solid.  I also think my waist might be getting smaller cause my belt seems to be getting looser.  I am not sure if the hair is decreasing or not yet, think I might need more time on that (and maybe stop shaving it down).

I also must say that I was able to get the 8" vac-u-lock dildo into my ass, I am using it right now with the Love Glider.  I am a little surprised at how easily it fit into my ass today.  I cannot say enough how much I love this thing.  God so much.  I could ride this thing all day long, and I might for the rest of the day! :)

XOXOXO
Vicky

I cannot say enough how much I love my Love Glider Fucking Machine

Yea I cannot say it enough ... it feels so damn good!  So much better than using a dildo by hand on myself.  It penetrates me better, it feels so much better, I can make it go faster and deeper than I can with my hands, I love the movement I have to do to fuck myself.  I enjoy the rocking back and forth, rolling my hips and ass as I move and it pushes in and out of me.  I have not yet tried the larger 8" dildo that I also bought along with it.  But today again I started with the anal dildo as it is very nicely tapered and then after a while moved on to the penis dildo that came with it.  It feels so good!  And I have to fight the urge to go on craigslist and find a real man.

XOXOXO
Vicky

God I love the Love Glider Fucking Machine!!!

This is my new computer chair!!  I will use this every time I sit down at my computer. Currently I have the anal plug on it.  It also comes with a dildo attachment and I picked up the 8" vac-u-loc dildo also, that thing is much bigger and I will need to work up to that.  God this is so good!!!  While I have used dildos on myself before I have never been able to 'fuck' myself like this before.  With my own hip movement I can control how this thing fucks me, how deep it goes, how quickly it goes. 

Okay I am going to swap out the anal for the dildo one.  brb.

So the anal one is very tapered and small at the tip, the dildo has a penis head that is much bigger.  It feels much better going in and out of my ass.  It took a few rocks to get used to it.  It is also ringed with ribs that feel so good going in and out of my ass.  It is so nice and lined up to you, I can rock back and let the head fully come out of my ass an when I rock forwards it easily slides right back into my ass perfectly.  Feels so good to be fucked, makes want a real man now!!!  I am dripping so much already.  Why did I wait so long to get this thing!  It feels so god damn good inside my ass!!!! yes more.  Currently I am naked, I want to get get a dress and bra on and then ride this thing.

I am going to go enjoy this.  god it feels so good.

XOXOXO
Vicky

I just ordered my Love Glider Fucking Machine!!!

So I just ordered my Love Glider Fucking Machine.  I was looking at it and saw that they are having a huge sale!  If you spend $249 you get 25% off your order!!!  That really makes the lover glider more affordable.  Now it is $366.75 instead of $489.00.  I also ordered the 8" vac-u-lock dildo to use with it.  I ordered it next day so it should ship tomorrow and I should have it Wednesday night!!!  Woot!  I cannot wait for this thing!  And sure enough as soon as I ordered it my credit card called me about fraud hehehehe, no this is not fraud :)  Once I get it and try it I will post up my thoughts and reviews on it, I just know I will love it!

XOXOXO
Vicky

3 weeks on hormones now!

Tomorrow (Friday) is 3 weeks on hormones now!!  I figured I would post up now cause I am not sure if I will get time this weekend to post.  So 3 weeks .. not a long time in reality, it does kind of seem like it has been a while, but I know it really has not.  Any changes?  I think so.  While my weight has not changed (it bounces 1 or 2 lbs a day up and down, so really staying in the same area, but again I have not really been working out much so I do not expect much change here .. I really need to get off my lazy ass and workout) .. but my belt does seem to be a little looser on my waist I think (now this could all just be in my head, but I think my pant waistband is a little looser.  Body hair ... I am not sure about my chest, I normally keep it shaved close, and shave often, I have not shaved it for a week, so this weekend I will shave it and then wait and see how it look in another month.  The hair on my butt though I have not needed to shave at all in the last 3 months!  Now remember I have had electrolysis on my butt an chest, so I have had it thinned and some removed before the hormone hair removal cream.  The hair on my head or face I do not think has changed any.  I am still able to get hard, fully hard, and ejaculate, so no change there.  I do feel that my erections go down much much faster when I do get one, they do not linger (even if I do not get off they go away faster I think).  And now for the big important part .... my breasts ... again this could all be in my head .. but I really think they are a bit fuller, they feel heavier in my hands.  I think they are just filling out, not getting bigger, just getting a little more weight to them.  I know this could all be in my head, but I am happy thinking that I am getting some chest mass and will have to wait and see how things are in another month or two.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Wigs

So for any girl out there that is having trouble with her hair like I do then you need to get a wig.  Originally I used to wear cheap costume wigs, but to be honest you get what you pay for, as in they look cheap!  If you really want something that looks good you will need to spend a little money, I have found that a good wig will run you around $200 to $300.  You want to make sure you get a Monofilament wig, meaning each hair strand is attached separately.  A lace front is also nice to have.  I have not spent the money on a human hair wig yet cause they run around $1000, and to be honest when you brush a wig you do lose hair from it like a person would, and you really do need to brush your wig every time you put it on and take it off or it will get knotted up and not look or feel good at all.  Also you do need to wash your wig every so often or the hair starts to feel nasty.  I really like Best Wig Outlet.  I think they have a good selection, their prices are good, and they keep emailing me 30% off coupons for more wigs.

I currently am wearing only long wigs because I think it is more girly (I need to get a medium length ones at some point).  The 2 wigs I am wearing are a blond Lola (I think it is the24B613 in the picture) and a red Amanda (I forget the color number).  I got the Lola cause I wanted a wig with bangs, the wig's bangs are longer than they look in the pictures and I comb them to the side.  I have thought about cutting them shorter to just over my eyes, but I have not yet since they will not 'grow back'.  I do love the Lola, but the Amanda wig is a thicker wig with more hair strands in it so it is easier to do things with (like pigtails).

XOXOXO
Vicky

I am back home now.

Time to start on my short term goal and see how eating under 1000 calories a day is ... I have not had dinner yet and I am starving!!!!  But only 1/2 a cup of cereal and 1/2 a cup of milk.  I know after a week of eating like this I will not be so hungry.  But no working out tonight, I was at work late trying to catch up on what I missed while I was away last week.  I know I really should just go bike, but I am lazy today after my first day back at work.  And I have things I need to do at home (like laundry and cleaning) since I am back home.

XOXOXO
Vicky