10 weeks on hormones!

So I have been taking hormones now for 10-weeks!  I need to order my next 3 months of hormones tomorrow.  This time I am upping form standard strength to double strength.  I still have anti-body hair cream from my first order so this time I will also get hair regrowth cream for the top of my head (I am starting to lose my hair).  I am waiting till my 3 order of triple strength hormones before I order breast and nipple growth cream (that will be in December).  This winter I also plan to get my belly button pierces and probably my ears, but for my ears the question will be can I hide the healing plugs under a hat so people do not see I just got them pierced.  I want to get my tongue pierced also, but I am not sure if I will be able to this winter or not, I need to be able to take a week off work to let my tongue heal some before I can get it pierced .. and I am not sure if I can this xmas, if not next xmas I will get my tongue pierced.

Working out is going well.  I think I am about 5 lbs down this morning.  I have been good about working out.  I started trying to eat vegetarian when I can, less calories and less protein so I hope my body will slim down more.  I have not been eating out and trying to watch how much I eat.  I also started taking Garcinia Cambogia, they claim it helps you burn fat, not store fat, and curb your apatite.  They say to take it before every meal, but when I tried taking it before breakfast and dinner I found i was getting dry mouth, so now i am only taking it before breakfast, after a few days I will try against also before dinner and see if I am used to it or not.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Update

So I think I went a little to hard to fast on working out.  I think it has been 6 or so months since I worked out.  I was trying to work out daily and if I could twice a day.  That was to much to fast, yes I can do it, yes I will get there, actually I will get back to 3 times a day, but I think it was to much to fast.  So this week I am toning it down to once every other day.  And next week I will start workout 2 days, then a day off, then 2 days.  Then the 3rd week every day, then the 4th week try to do workout 2 times once or twice that week.  Easy back into it.

What is my end goal?  By the end of this year I want to be under 150 lbs, I only stand 5'8" so that is a health good weight, that is an achievable weight.  I often get down to 150 lbs and then stop working out till I slowly gain weight, then I workout again and get back down to it.  I have accepted that I just need to not stop working out, I need to tone it down when I get down in weight, but I need to not stop and go crazy eating :(  It is life and if I want a nice feminine figure I need to work out.  Last time I got down to 150 lbs my waist was measuring around 27" give or take.  I was wearing a size small/6 skirt (and size small/4 I could almost wear).  I know I can get there.  I also know it will not take till the end of the year to get there.  I have 3.5 months till the year is over, I know it only takes me 2 months or so to get back down to 150 lbs.  The hard part is getting lower.  I need to get lower, but that will be another goal for next year.  To be honest I do not care what the end weight is as long as I do not have waist fat (no love handles) and my inner thighs do not touch each other when I stand up straight.  I would like to be as thin as I can, but really the end number does not matter if I have the figure.  I am taller than the average woman, I know I am wider shouldered then the average woman, I probably have larger bones then the average woman.  This will all effect my end weight.  I just want to have a womanly figure.  So I guess having a goal of 150 lbs by the end of the year is good, cause that means I need to lose it and keep it off, meaning I need to keep watching what I eat and working out.  And maybe just doing that will help me slowly get even lower before the year is over.

XOXOXO
Vicky

8 weeks on hormones now!

So it has been 8 weeks that I have been taking hormones now.  And I think it is starting to effect my 'manhood'.  I went a week last week without jerking off and never had a wet dream, before if I do not jerk off on a regular basis I have wet dreams.  I think it is also taking more and more to get me hard, also sometimes I do not even get fully hard.

I am keep working out, biking and elliptical trainer.  I am not loosing weight yet, not sure why, I have cut down my calorie intake and trying to up my calorie burn.  Maybe it is the hormones?  I will soon put in a new order for another 3 month supply of hormones, and this time I will get double strength.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Biked twice today

So I was able to get my lazy ass up and out of bed early enough to bike before work.  I also biked again after work.  This is a good start!  My leg are dead right now, my thighs, which is good, I need to burn off bulk, I hope on hormones my testosterone is lower so when I break down muscle I hope my body does not rebuild as much.  I might need to wait till I get on the triple strength hormones before I really see a difference working out.  Friday is 7 weeks out of 3 months.  Once I hit 8 weeks I will reorder 3 more months of hormones at double strength, then when those are done I will get 3 months of triple strength.  I think next time I order I will get a breast pump and hair regrowth cream for my head.  And the 3rd time I reorder get some breast and nipple creams.

XOXOXO
Vicky

Working out

So 2 days down this week and 2 days I biked.  Monday I only biked 20 min, today I biked 25 min, the bike said I burnt 140 calories.  I am only on setting 1, I will probably be there for a bit while I get back used to biking daily.  If I can get up early enough tomorrow I will try to bike before work, and then again after work.  I need to get off my lazy ass and work out and drop weight so I can get a more feminine body.

XOXOXO
Vicky

6 weeks of hormones now

So 6 weeks now on hormones.  I am not sure if it is because of the hormones or because I have been much better about my eating, but I lost 3 lbs this past week.  I was much better about not eating as much, and trying to eat healthier.  I am still not working out, so in order to kick myself in the butt ... starting Monday I am not going to let myself do anything girly till I bike, so no dressing up, no makeup, no riding my Love Glider, no anal play, no touching myself, no looking at porn, no looking at what girl clothing I want to buy next, no scented baths ... none until I work out for the day.  So I can either use the elliptical machine at work during lunch, or bike as soon as I get home from work (or if I get can my lazy butt up in the morning I can bike before work), but I need to do one thing before I can be myself ... I know the elliptical is better for my legs then the bike, biking they say builds your thigh muscles and I want to trim down my thighs, but I have one at home and it is easier to do it on my own time as sometimes work is busy and I do not always take lunch (or skipping lunch means I get to go home earlier also).  But since I just need to workout and lose weight .. biking for now is okay, once I get smaller then I will need to really see how it effects my thighs and if I need to switch to some other workout.

XOXOXO
Vicky

5 Weeks on Hormones

So I past week 5.  I do really think it is working.  The hair on my chest is much lighter and smoother, I can still feel it, but it is much harder to see.  And my butt I do not really feel any hair at all.  I will keep using the hair removal cream till it is done, but then when I reorder in 3 weeks I do not think I will get more hair removal cream.  As for my bust, I do really think my breasts are filling out more.  I am not getting breast nub growth under the nipples (when I first tried hormones and freaked out was when I started to get the small ball under the nipple grew that pushed my nipple out .. like a natural girl would grow .. I am not getting this), but they are fuller.  This morning when I woke up and looked down (I was on my side) it really looked like I had some cleavage they way my body was laying.  They fill out my bra a little better, they are a little more full in my hands!  I really want to pick up breast hormone cream, but I am going to wait till my 3rd order for that, give my body more time to adjust to hormones before I start in on creams.

XOXOXO
Vicky